What is that broken heart that changed you? What did you feel? I've had a couple of relationships that have changed me for the better. Each new relationship brought with it that wonderful, elevated feeling of joy, happiness, love, pride, etc. Then the problems began and the end began to quickly approach. The end always hurts at the beginning. I felt like karma was punishing me for some unknown reason and it was just mean. As time went by, the heart pain decreased. I would see the relationship with a new perspective and see the problems. I would get angry, I would grieve, and then I would move on. After my first love I said I would never love again. But like many of us who have said so, I loved again. That love was worse than the first. It cost me hospitalization and almost killed me, but that's a story for another day. I was seventeen when I met my first love. He was wonderful, fun, older, and seemed to have a stable life that had room for me. About two years into the relationship, we decided to have a baby. Things were perfect, or so I thought. I started n...